With news of MTV star Ryan Knight’s death shocking fans as well as friends and family alike, many cannot get over a life taken so young.
Knight was only 29 at the time of his death and was said to be enjoying a night out with his friends and even talking happily to his friends about a new relationship he was in.
While many remember the drama that ensued between Knight and his ex Jemmye Carroll, whom he met on their season of the Real World: New Orleans, it seems Knight was in a new relationship with girlfriend Mackenzie Jauer, although it is unclear how long the two had been dating.
After learning of her boyfriend’s death, Makenzie took to social media to share the pain and hurt she was feeling over her unspeakable loss.
Shortly after hearing about his death on Thursday November 27, Jauer tweeted, “I am so angry at God right now. My heart is completely broken.”
A few hours later she then posted a heartbreaking message about her relationship with Knight on her Instagram page that reads:
“I love you Ryan Knight. I am heartbroken, confused, hurt and most of all mad. The pain I am feeling now will never go away. You mean more to me than you will ever know & I never thought that I would spend a day without you. Every second with you was full of love and laughter. You were the brightest light in every room. You taught me not to care about what other people think and you made me understand that being myself was okay. Thank you for being inapproprite at the worst of times and making me laugh until I cried. Thank you for loving me unconditionally even though I snored and drooled on you in my sleep. You had the sweetest soul and I will never forget that. I always called you “my sweet angel” and now you truly are. Love you forever, MEK.”
Check out some of the picture Mackenzie has posted of her and Knight enjoying their relationship together here.
While Jauer speaks out about her loss and grief, many more of Knight’s friends have also spoken out on social media mourning the loss of a friend gone too soon.
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